I'm so sick of the ups and downs,
I'm sick of feeling completely alone,
Feeling guilty when my friends find out,
With no release, I can't scream or shout,
So I'm sorry everyone for how I am,
When I feel as down as a valley land.
I wish I could be stronger,
I wish I could be smarter,
To avoid any drama whatsoever,
And having befriended depression, never.
So please forgive me friends,
For acting like this is the end.
I say I need help, need support, need love,
But what I really need is peace like a dove,
Something pure, something stable,
I need someone who's willing and able,
Please wrap me in your arms,
Hold me, keep me from all harm.
I need assurance that nothing' wrong,
I know I've felt sorry all along,
Yet I can't seem to control my emotions,
Through love, faith, daily devotions,
I beg forgiveness from everyone I know,
I pray acceptance you'll all still show.